Flip Side

I am guilty. At times, I am guilty of somewhat lacking faith in people. Maybe it's because of several times in the past when I totally let people in and I get burned. I fail to see that most of my friendships are built solidly and I get scared easily...

All the drama aside, I am blessed with people who care for me - geniunely care for me. When I think they're walking away, they're just giving me space to figure things out. When I think they're criticizing my life, they're doing it because they see potential in me - that I can be more than what I think I could be. And when I think they're not around, they're actually silently sitting next to me, waiting for me to reach out.

There's a flip side to everything... and I am guilty of not seeing the good side at times.

I hope I can fix this. I'll work to fix this.