Hands

It is weird how something unreal can define one's mood for the day. I woke up this morning with fragments of my dream replaying in my head. It was so vivid that it left me feeling melancholic...

... I was walking with a friend in what seems to be a park. He reaches out to hold my hand and without looking at each other, we continued walking. I, then, looked down to see the oddest thing... instead of having my palm to his, my hand was closed in a fist while his hand enveloped mine...

According to the dream dictionary: "to dream that your hands are clasped or closed signifies unity, completeness, acceptance or agreement"... and, "to dream that you are holding hands with someone, represents your connection with that person. Your dream may also reflect anxieties about losing touch with him/her or that you are drifting apart."

It was this last bit of interpretation which got to me. Maybe, it's true. Maybe I am scared...

I am scared of losing people who matter.